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Sunday, October 17, 2004
13:33 open mind... went to 3 open houses alr... all different environments n feelings they give me... totally confused of where to go la... best if i go to poly... dun even need to think so much... but i doubt dere will be much diff... maybe in e end i'll stick with my initial choice... hopefully i will change my mind again... or else jacq will kill me man... haiz...why am i so fickle-minded... forever like tt... Friday, October 08, 2004
18:22 *phew...* ok...results are all back.... not relieved at all... having a mixture of feelings right now... sad,happy,troubled,lost... need to work double hard now... to maintain e standard.... *jia you!!!* Thursday, October 07, 2004
20:57 a sigh of relief... finally... by e end of tmr, i wld have known my results for prelims... until today... most of e papers have exceeded my expectations... but tmr's papers are some sort of e most impt ones... it can make lots of difference... pray hard,hope tt tmr nothing will go wrong... i shall make it a point to visit lyly's house aft O's... she has a 'library' there... Monday, October 04, 2004
20:19 throw me a lifebuoy pls... tmr and e day aft all e way to friday are all going to be horrible to me i alr can predict it... wonder how i'm going to react tmr... haiz... just pull me up,if u can... before i sink down n disappear...
20:19 throw me a lifebuoy pls... tmr and e day aft all e way to friday are all going to be horrible to me i alr can predict it... wonder how i'm going to react tmr... haiz... just pull me up,if u can... before i sink down n disappear...
20:11 someone throw me one lifebuoy pls... feeling so damn stress now... e horrible papers r coming back... dunno how it's going to affect me in e nxt 3 mths nxt yr... hopefully it wun be tt bad lah... hopefully... yah..all those things lyly said today was correct too... it's not e end of world it's just a small tiny part of ur life... 5 yrs down e rd n u'll forget all abt ur O's results... but...dunno how to say... even if i accept this fact, i still have to face e cruel reality before me... someone just pull me up... before i get lost in e big ocean...
20:11 someone throw me one lifebuoy pls... feeling so damn stress now... e horrible papers r coming back... dunno how it's going to affect me in e nxt 3 mths nxt yr... hopefully it wun be tt bad lah... hopefully... yah..all those things lyly said today was correct too... it's not e end of world it's just a small tiny part of ur life... 5 yrs down e rd n u'll forget all abt ur O's results... but...dunno how to say... even if i accept this fact, i still have to face e cruel reality before me... someone just pull me up... before i get lost in e big ocean... |